Part 3 of Monstar’s Interview with Eva Angelina. Part 2 ended with Monstar coercing Eva into singing.
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M*: Are you gunna tell me about the Talent show?
EVA: ..OK, with my talent show where I sang that Open Arms song, I FUCKED up! I forgot the words. And I said “Dammit” into the microphone. and I said “Fuck“. and then I said "Shit" ...and right when I said "Shit" I remembered the words. Magically. So everyone at that point was like "AHHH!" 'cause like families and kids and everything
M*: So little kids are hearing you say "fuck"
E: “Fuck! Shit! Dammit!” yeah. “Dammit! Fuck! Shit!” yeah. And it was a 2 part talent show, they ended up disqualifying me and not letting me go on.
M*: so you never got to sing your song?
E: oh I sang it but I didn't get to finish the next round. I finished singing the song, then going into the backroom and the principal was back there and she was like [giving a pissed look] and I was like "oh shit...I'm so screwed right now." I started crying. it was so dramatic. She was evil.
M*: Alright lets get to it.
E: Oh Fuck. Do you want me to sing the Open Arms song?
M*: Just for me....
AND NOW!
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MONSTAR EXCLUSIVE!
EVA ANGELINA 
will Perform
OPEN ARMS!
Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mind
Softly you whisper, you’re so sincere
How could our live be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side
So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you’ll see what your love means to me
Open arms
M*: That was fucking amazing!
E: That's my hidden secret!
M*: Not anymore.
E: I don't like to talk about it!
M*: Why not?
E: I think the talent show traumatized me a little bit. I did a lot better singing in groups. I don't wanna feel like I disappoint people if I fuck up. OK...in a sense, I don't take it seriously. but in another sense sometimes when I do sing I feel like it's a performance so I taken it too seriously.
M*: I understand where you are coming from....when you were in the business initially, you didn't have implants, then you made the decision to get them....what was the fan reaction?
E: OK, well the main reason got my implants is cause I grew up thinking I was going to be well-endowed just because my mom had beautiful tits. And I was like "ok once I hit puberty, and they start growing, they're going to be awesome..." you know whatever...Then I was 17 and I'm like "Dad...why did I not get my mom's tits?" ya know. and he's like "I bough you're mom's tits."
I'm like deviated, ok! DEVISTATED! I'm like “Fuck! Dad buy me tits! You bought her tits, you have to buy me tits” and he was like “Maybe if you were as flat as your sister, I'd buy you tits, but you can fake it pretty well" and I'm like “Thanks dad.”
So getting tits wasn't THAT much of a priority, because as much as I wanted them, I could fake it. I had a lot of cleavage starting off. But when it came down to it, I still wanted tits.
When the time came I was out of the business, my boyfriend at the time paid for them he was really cool about it. And I thought when I get back into the business people are going to either love it or hate it.
M*: So even when you were taking that break, even in the back of your head you knew you were going to get back into the business?
E: Oh yeah. I was thinking that when I got back into the business, I'd want him to comprise. as far as what I would do.
M*: That's the trick, if I met a girl, I wouldn't want her to do porn, but if I met her and she was already doing porn, I'd kinda have to accept her as herself...
E: Yeah, we met doing porn. I shot for his own little series he was trying to sell. But then he started watching my videos and that started driving him crazy and that's when he started drinking....again.
I knew I was going to get back in because I felt resentment toward him. and that's my problem. I can't really imagine my life without porn in it. It'd be really hard to think about that. I Love it. It's always been a passion of mine. In one way or another.
M*: What do you like most about it? Is it the attention? Is it the sexual gratification? what do you like the most? I'm sure many girls just love the attention. You have thousands & thousands of fans and get a lot of stuff you want at 19 or 20....
E: The main reason at the time I started doing porn, the main reason I got into it because I was having sex with too many strangers. My problem at the time was I liked having sex with people I didn't know. It was getting to the point where it was getting kinda dangerous. On the internet...it was fucked up.
But I thought "well I could shoot porn but I'm kinda scared, but I know I'll love it..." I shot my own porn for heaven's sake. and get paid for it, ya know and everyone could use the money...It wasn't so much about the attention. It was the icing on the cake...I didn't realize how much attention I would get. it was mostly a safer way for me to get off. The Attention part came later.
M*: How do you feel about that?
E: I feel like it's good. But I don't feel like it's a priority...because it goes back to what are you lacking your life, that you constantly need to have attention. Like if you don't have the attention now, are you like insecure about it? or what do you crave about the attention so much?
I think with the attention thing with me now is that it's great, that I love it. it's not something I'm fishing for but I like the social part of it. I'm a very social person.
Monstar’s Interview with Eva Angelina Concludes in Part 4 with a shocking announcement from Eva.
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