In yesterday's part 1 of the interview Eva dropped a bombshell: Her intent to leave the industry for a few years to pursue a stint in the Navy. The interview continues.
M: So you figure if you’re locked into the Navy, there’s no way out right?
E: There’s no way out! I do well in controlled environments, especially if there’s room to advance. When there is room to advance, I excel. But It’s only when I don’t have other distractions. I feel like I can do really, really, really in the navy and get what I need...Free education and the traveling, and meeting a lot of people that I'll probably have... keep around for a long time. For the rest of my life you know what I mean? I just feel like I need to get that stage out Do the best I can, come back and start doing things like writing my book...
M: You keep talking about your book. What is it, like a biography?
E: I’ve had a lot of shit go on. When I talk to about my best friends about my personal life and my past they always go, “You should write a book. You should really write a book.” And I’m only twenty years old and people have been saying that for years.
It goes back to my childhood, living with a mom who was a paranoid schizophrenic and was in complete denial about her condition. She used to project it all on other members of the family. And then my early sexuality, how I advanced so quickly and all the different experiences.
For example my past with drugs and stuff with that and my lifestyle as a “raver” and all the different realms with that. Then of course, going into the business and dealing with my past boyfriends. It’s more for me really, to get it out. I mean I’ve been keeping journals...
M: Really?
E: I probably have twelve completed journals from front to back. I can talk to as many people as I want about it, but I feel the best way I have my therapy sessions is by writing it down on paper. I look back at my past journals, and I’ve been doing it since ninety eight.
It’s funny, you can see where I’m at by my penmanship, you can tell where I’m mad and what not based on how fucked up my hand writing is [laughs] . I feel like there has to be an unconscious reason why I’ve keeping this kind of record, doing this stuff.
Maybe I can put it together as a book and reflect on it. See how far I come since then, you know? And I’m like a quarter way through my life![laughs]
M: When you come back, or whatever happens, what do you want to accomplish?
E: I want to make porn a little bit more mainstream. Right now I feel as though this industry is on the verge of that.
M: It really is... A lot of girls have Jenna Jameson as a "hero" on Myspace....
E: I want to influence people. I want people to be like, “I want to be her!” I’d like to know that I’m
helping couples out with their sex lives. That would be great. I’d like to be a sex expert and get into the scientific end or the psychological end. That’s always been something that’s interested me. There’s a lot of things I want to do and it seems like one way or another it’s involved ex.
I remember even as early as my high school years I’d get calls from girlfriends I’ve never met saying, “Oh, I’ve read some of your letters to my boyfriend and you seem really knowledgeable with sex. And we’ve been having theses problems and I was wondering if you could give some advice...”
M: Really?
E: Or they’d be all, “ what’s the best position?”
M: What advice do you give? What’s your favorite position?
E: My favorite position, for me is probably my legs over his shoulders. I think the way it grinds is just sensational and drives me nuts!
M: Driving me nuts right now!
E: It’s great! It’s great! And then me lying on my stomach and the guy lying on me from behind and
fucking me from behind that way. Um, I think that’s a really good way also.
It’s more intimate that way. You guys can hold hand and you guys are close. I also “spoon” for that reason You guys can really connect on another level. I think intimacy is very important.
M: How do you separate your personal life from your professional life?
E: I, uh...
M: Do you do these acts on set, or do you just save them for home?
E: For technical reasons I don’t do those positions on set. You need to open on set, and those positions you aren’t the best for that. I do prefer those positions for my man and being more intimate, but this is a job.
This job is for my sexual needs too. I get off. I love working because I love to fuck. I don’t take these guys home or anything to carry on the lovin’.. I got my fix and I can go home and be normal or go home and fuck my boyfriend some more. I feel it is different.
M: What is a normal day for you? Aside from porn?
E: Well, I start off my morning with swimming, or I hangout and relax in my Jacuzzi. I like to watch TV because I don't normally at all. I never get a chance to. I like music, music is really important to me. If I’m in Orange County I will go have dinner with my parents....
M: They live in orange county?
E: Yeah, that’s one of the reasons why I moved back down there. Because I was living with my agent in Chatsworth, and Keri (Sable) and some other people. ...and when i came down to Orange County, it was almost like a blur.
I really don’t go see them enough, it’s sad because they are like my escape. For awhile when i was in the business, I stopped responding to my real name. I always wanted to introduce myself as "Eva." My alter ego became my only personality. That kinda scared me for a second. My real name just sounded weird.
M*: I'm kinda the same way in this environment. Someone says "Alexander" and I'm shocked. Only like Stormy and a few others call me that
E: Yeah! I started Hanging out with my old friends again...
M: Did they accept you as a regular girl or where they like...
E: I don’t hang out with a lot of my friends from highschool. Pretty much none, actually. I have a lot of friends that have gone off to college, and just have had totally different plans than mine. At the same time I’ve still have friends I’ve had for six years.
M: Your inner circle?
E: In a way it has changed because some of my guy friends don’t even bother introducing me by name. There just like, “This is the porn star.” or they'll steal my business cards and start handing them out at work and I'm like "What the Fuck?". and i get some weird phone calls "Hey I wanna hang out with you!" and I'm like "Who Are You?" "Yeah so and so showed me your picture and you're really hot" "i don't have time for this" And then there are some of my friends that don’t even like to hear the name “Eva.” They know me as a completely different person. They just know that I have a job I go to, but when I’m home I’m completely normal, you know what I mean? For the most part, that's how I am. I think me moving down to orange county, I can separate work a little bit better from my lifestyle For a while you saw me going to all the parties, and it just seemed like porn was my life, my lifestyle! [laughs]
M: It's funny that you mention that, I'll go to parties and make it seem like a big to-do "Monstar's Party Re-cap" or whatever, I don't really go to sets, just Stormy sets so 6 days out of week I don't really see people outside my circle.
E: Yeah and for a while like six months or longer I’d be going to all the porn star parties, porn star karaoke's, and only hanging out with only porn people... only talked about porn. It got to the point where I felt like I was going crazy. I mean, I feel we created our own little sub culture. We have this big circle and then we hang out in these little circles within it and we just separated ourselves from society
M: To be fair all of society does that....you have your industrial scene..and someone may be big in that scene but you take them out of that scenario, and they're just a regular person.
E: Yeah, exactly. And I like being connected to the business. I like going to the parties and stuff. But when I want down time I can sit back and relax. And not have to worry about a Pornstar telling me all about the fucked up shit that happened to her today. the latest gossip or who is fucking who now....
M*: yeah I avoid that. I don't deal with that stuff. I leave the gossip to all the other cats.
E: There's plenty of them out there to handle it.
M*: there are plenty of them out there. I like the positive promotion. That goes back to what we were talking about Porn on the cusp of becoming so the mainstream. I cater to that. I like keeping things positive..
E: Yeah you don't wanna start off having the mainstream introduced to the porn industry, having only like the Star magazine, the gossip...
M*: At the end of the day, a lot of those people aren't going to care about gossip and stuff like that.
E: Yeah, that shouldn’t be the importance.
M*: a lot of my hits come from Myspace and usually their first introduction to a porn news website, is my site, they don't know...
E: yeah they don't know who these people are for the most part either...
M: They just know the Major names like Hustler or
E: I'm in Club this month
M*: ya know Bitch, I've been promo-ing your ass a little too much lately.
E: What!
M*: You're cut off.
E: NOOOO!
M*: You were the flavor of June. When do you usually masturbate?
E: I usually do it in the shower. I have a whole shelf dedicated to my shower time. All dildos and stuff, I’ll bend over stick one up my butt and one up my pussy.
M: What’s up with your website, do you even have a website anymore?
E: I have a website. Right now it has a lot of video on demand kinda stuff.
M: Is it your website?
E: It’s EvaAngelinaOnline.com it’s got the whole video on demand thing. I’ve got a bunch of content that was shot for it that I still need to collect. But you know how people lag and shit....
M: What happened to your piercing [looking @ where her bellybutton piercing was]?
E: I used to have a heavy one. it was long an dangly. it was getting pulled on, i felt like it was getting infected. I had it for years.
M*: same thing with my eyebrow, it just got really bad.
E: Same thing with my Nipples, especially being in the business.
M*: Did you have them pieced when since you've had implants?
E: no i haven't had them pierced for like a year and a half. see with me having sex and being aggressive and stuff, it gets torn a little bit and it gets infected...
M*: what else you got pierced?
E: I don't have my clit pierced. I have my nose, bellybutton, all up my ears, tongue for a little bit but that got infected
M: Nice....
E: Yeah, all that cock sucking [laughs] You're like "whatever" ....It got really infected! The whole bottom of my tongue turned black!
M*: Is it still Black [excited]
E: No.
M*: oh. [disappointed] So tell me a little about your fans.
E: My fans? A lot of my fans really like my glasses. I wear my glasses a lot. They're great for blowjobs...they’re like my own personal windshield. [laughs]
M: Do you actually need glasses?
E: Yeah I have contacts in right now. The problem is that lately people don’t like to shoot them a lot because of the glares you get. Now, I have to them fit the part and stuff. Which is kinda disappointing, because it's like my trademark...I wouldn’t even mind endorsing a pair of glasses! [laughs]
M: Do your fans buy glasses from you?
E: I can sell them. I haven’t sold them, I’ve had this last pair since march
M: The red and black ones?
E: Yeah. I’ve had them since March, I wear my glasses till they break.
M*: You're endorsements going to be "Eva gets her glasses from.."
E: Lenscrafters! Yeah!
M: What are you doing with your money now? Saving?
E: Yeah I’ve been saving putting it into IRA...and you know just setting myself up to be in the best financial situation when I join the Navy. When my boyfriend passed, his parents took everything. The house, the furniture....I’ve had to start accumulating stuff again.
M: What kind of thing do you want to do in the Navy?
E: Search and Rescue possibly. And there’s this one job that’s kinda like search and rescue and aircraft safety and hazard come together. Say whenever a jet plane crashes we come in and do the investigation and try and rescue any survivors. If they need any medical help we’re the first ones there. That’s always been something I’ve always wanted to do. For a while I wanted to be a plastic surgeon. I can still be one if I wanted to....I can BE EVERYTHING!! [laughs] I can be this mainstream Pornstar that also does plastic surgery. That's where I'll get my business from [laughs]
Well, if you were a woman who wanted implants wouldn’t you rather have a woman operating on your breasts and who knows how implants should look?
M: Yours look really nice
E: I’m happy. I really like my tits, I did a lot of research.
M: Did you? Did yours do any other girls from the business ?
E: No, that’s the weird thing about it. I didn’t really wanna go through anyone in the business because I didn’t know that I really liked their tits! But yeah, I did a lot of research and didn’t let anyone influence me.
M: Is that the only thing you've had done, is your breasts?
E: Yea. just my implants.
M*: well you're a beautiful girl ,i didn't know
E: Thanks You! ..No, ...no other work. Just my boobs....have you ever seen that show “nip/ tuck?”
M: I don’t watch any T.V.
E: That’s one of the few I watch, or Tivo. I mean, it’s got the softcore porn in it, scandals, twists, the drama. And of course it has the whole plastic surgeon thing.
M: Have you ever tried to do anything in the mainstream?
E: I started off in the mainstream stuff I did a lot of Extra work. I was seventh heaven and “cousin skeeter." And some movies..that I never even knew what were called...
M*: Don't you love that? That's the reason the only one I can talk about me being on is Friends because I knew that show.
E: I did training. lots of training...because I did auditions and stuff. I had a manager, went through training. Voice...
M*: You have a nice voice. It's really clear...
E: Thanks you! My dad spent so much money on it
M: So how early were you trained for this?
E: Since like ten
M: Wow, I heard you were a good singer.....
E: That's suppose to be a secret.
M*: Why? That you're a good singer?
E: Yeah...that I could sing!
M*: Well then you better tell people to shut the fuck up then, because they're like "Yo Monstar..Your girl Eva's a good singer!"
E: Who told you that?
M: Word on the street.
E: Well, on your birthday I’ll sing for you. I'll Call you and...
M: Dood...It is my birthday!
E: NO. You're lying
M*: No! that's why i'm here it's my birthday! Ask Stormy!
E: I thought you were here because of Stormy's movie?
M*: Naw...
E: I was thinking about going on American Idol and getting kicked off as a publicity stunt.
M*: There are better ways of getting publicity.
E: I think it would be funny.
M: C’mon give me a little bit of it. please? Pop's paid for this shit.
E: no...
M: Okay, What’s your favorite song?
E: Happy birthday! [laughs]
M: You fucking suck!
E: Well, that’s the song I sing the most!
M: Do you do the whole Marilyn Monroe thing? A little striptease?
E: [sexily] hap-py birthday...
M*: SEE IT IS MY BIRTHDAY!
E: No, I do a lot of Mariah Carey stuff....
M: Wow, that’s some heavy shit.
E: Well, of course a lot of notes I can’t hit.
M: I don’t know, I haven’t heard you.
E: But there are some songs that...for instance: I did a talent show for 8thn grade...Mariah Carrey's "Open Arms"
M*: THAT's JOURNEY!
E: yeah she re-made it.
M*: Whatever..
E: Now I’m embarrassed....
M: Wanna go somewhere else? Where it's just me and you?
E: [gives in] Ohhhhhh God!
M*: [laughing] Now you fucked up!
Continued in part 3.
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